Love Letters: I Can Never Relate

We recently had a conflict about something that we’re both not aware of. I am not aware of what’s happening to you and you were as well to me. I never get a hold of it for long because I always wanted to be honest with you no matter what’s the outcome that I finally brought it into your attention.

I was relieved to know that it doesn’t directly affect our relationship, by directly I mean we’re still affected but not that much LOL! You said there’s just something bothering you that I can never relate with which I completely understand. I don’t wanna be the hero of your life because I can’t be and although I may not be the best resource of the solution to your problems well, at least you let me know.

Unanswered messages, dry conversation, no contact for a day, and the worst was when I went to your place so excited to see you but then you were not there without telling me. I can give you all the private space and time you want, I can understand if you don’t want to see me for a moment, damn I can give your freedom! JUST TELL ME! Don’t leave me hanging thinking of the worst things, I was getting paranoid, clueless of what’s happening, what I’ve done, what I’ve said, and what I’ve missed. Then you said there’s just something bothering you that I can never relate that you asked for a little understanding from me. Okay, fine.

I just hope that you will get it resolved as soon as possible because I miss you so bad! I know time will change the way how we treat each other but not something like we are no longer to each other. I miss you baby baboy and I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!