In life we get a chance to meet new people, we get a chance to make new friends, and a chance that our feeling will suddenly turn to be something like more than a friend, yes I’m in love. And I am abusive, I abuse the time that we use to be together, I abuse the moment of simple gesture, I abuse the thought that we have feelings for each other, and I am abusively abusing my self of visualizing such pathetic picture. (I didn’t notice I just made a rhyme)
“If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?” –Daniell Bedingfield
This might be just another so-called “infatuation” and I think I must not be expecting too much of our friendship, maybe because you’re just friendly, sociable, whatever, and I may have over interpreted your actions. I’ve been through this a lot of time you’ll get too attached to someone dear to you and then you’ll just be surprise when one day they would have to leave you out in the blue. That is one of my very weaknesses, third in priority, a friend.
From this moment on as I’m writing this blog post I promise to myself to keep the friendship we have, to stop the feelings of going beyond although it would suggest of making war against my self, to take your smiles as a friendly greeting, to unintentionally looking into your eyes without the colorful blooming flowers on the background, and to try to achieve these promises I just made (LOL!). With all these I have clearly affirmed that I am too much aware of what is happening around me, yet I’m still a fool.
Thank you for having some time to read!
wow. if theres a chance, y not grab the opportunity?hehe,me naman ryt now im so sad naman,im longing. I hate this feeling but somehow im starting to like it.hehe
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ReplyDeleteI'm a risk taker, but I don't take I should take the chance.
ReplyDeletethey say that if you take risk, something good might happen, but what if something bad and painful...
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I don't know what to say. All I could do is to remind you to be careful. But who knows maybe the friend feels the same way too. :)
ReplyDeleteI don't really expect about that, never will. All I want to do this week is to make my self busy, maybe in that way I could, somehow, forget this stupid feeling for this friend of mine. :]
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