So, life has been pretty fair to me these few months although I’ve never been this busy before then I realized as much as how I don’t like it as much as how I need it most. Everything is different now unlike before where I took almost anything for granted, careless, and couldn’t care less. To further confess about how moronic I was I didn’t take things seriously, I just let the day passed without any vision for tomorrow, I spent my entire savings for something so unnecessary, and above all, I don’t care if I get kicked out my job in which I have always expected – every day. But everything has changed for me when I finally finished my college education back in April 2018. All of a sudden I felt the kicks and blows of being a grownup and that’s from all different directions. I held back, terrified, then took a deep sigh and whispered in my head “WHAT THE F*CK?!”
Now that I possess the power of knowledge I am confident to start my real journey (was there unreal? YES!) equipped with what I’ve learned from the wisdom of my mentors and the remnants of my mistakes to remind me of how foolish I was. I struggled at first but still, I'm struggling which is a good thing because life can never be as easy as how I perceived it when I was just a delicate child who knows nothing of the world but to play all day. In fact, the world is playing games on me, a survival game in which I have no option to quit but to become stronger and level up from all the inevitable circumstances I have to deal with that provide rewards in exchange.
As for now, I can say that my life is definitely going on the right path. I am proud that I have to make difficult decisions and the ability to determine what is best for me and what to choose on the dead end just to make it a little worst. So there, I believe I'm close to peeling off that life in a nutshell.
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