"Either write something worth reading or do something worth writing."
-Benjamin Franklin
-Benjamin Franklin
I always consider myself a trying hard writer. Since I started writing about anything in my life, long before I was introduced to this digital diary called blog, I always find it hard to choose the right word or even come up with a good grammar. I’ve got a choice, however; I can write using my language, Filipino, or my dialect perhaps, Bisaya. The love of my life, bbbaboy, asked me “does it really have to be in English?” Not necessarily. But come on! I have mastered our language! What gives?! I may have missed my point or lose its contextual significance but the only thing matter is the thought I try to deliver. Because that’s what I am, a “trying hard writer.” Ok, enough of the drama! Aside from my not-so-good English proficiency, I can also tell that I’m a lazy writer. Been on and off from the blogosphere; days, weeks, months, and even a year which I found out just recently when I happened to look at my archives. Ugh! The drama will end from this hereon.
WAZZUP?! I’m so back! I don’t know what possessed me but I just feel like doing online rants and irrevocable shaming to myself again! LOL! There are lot of stories I’d like to share (to you my future self) but I just couldn’t find the right time and I’m afraid I won’t be sharing them anymore because I’m old, you know, old people problems (LAMEST EXCUSE EVER!). BUTTTT! I can do recap to some of the important highlights of my life during my absence.
College, for the nth time
I checked my blog the other day and found at least 3 articles relating to my college come back. Ugh! Am I really that exaggerated that I have to talk about it a million times?! Ok, so I came back to college and now in my final year. Hopefully, by next year I’d march on March (HAHAHA!). I’m not gonna talk about this further since I’ve already said my disappointments, uncertainties, anticipation, and whatever from my previous posts Of Going Back To College, First For January, and Doubtful Hopes.
Blessed
I still got my job while studying. It’s one of the best things happening in my life right now. The company gave me the privilege not to report fulltime as per required in my working hours making it possible to attend on my classes. Though my job is kinda giving me extra stress, I’ll just hold on to the gratitude I am enjoying coz I’ll forever thankful about it.
Friendship
I make friends online and found out we love each other’s company so we become friends in real life. I’m a friendly person and I don’t choose who to befriend with, as long they have the purest heart to accept me. Although sometimes, you can’t help to think that some are just there ‘coz they’re expecting to get entertained all of the time when friendship doesn’t actually work like that. That’s all!
EXTREMELY IN LOVE
I found the love of my life. My everlasting bbbaboy! We’re now on our 9th months and I really feel bad not to make any blog entry of our love story from the very beginning. I'd love to read it over and over again. What’s more than worst was I accidentally deleted all of our pictures during the early periods of our relationship. Thanks to my buggy phone ‘coz I’m certainly sure I made it secure from being deleted during the process of my phone reset. Right now I'm trying to save what’s left from that catastrophe. Soon I’ll make a new category and that’d be our love story.
Change and another change
I STOPPED SMOKING CIGAR! But I switched into using vape. It’s never that easy to quit like a cold turkey, especially when the nicotine impulse kicked in. I have this tendency to go mad and very short-tempered. I’ve tried many attempts and the longest was a month but eventually went back after getting influenced by friends and least, the kind of working environment I was into. I don’t know yet what are the implications of vape since there’s no scientific proofs about its pros and cons but one thing for sure, it’s an expensive “hobby” (*EYES ROLLED*). What I have right now is the last juice and a failing coil. After that I’m gonna have to restock again but I’m planning to quit vaping as well. Though it’s not that dangerous than smoking cigar but it also have nicotine in it. Luckily for me I found several guides on how to completely drain out nicotine in the body, guess I’m gonna give it a go.
Responsibility
I’m now the President of the Supreme Student Council in my school and I’m pretty sure it’s because I’m one of the oldest students that they thought I can take the responsibilities like I’m a father to them all. WTF?! I don’t know why I ended up becoming the President like it happened so fast I lost track of the definition and the purpose of my life. But anyway, it’s there. I’m just scared I can’t fully take the obligations lay before me. I’m a busy man (*SARCASTIC SIGH*). Need to maintain the chill.
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I STOPPED SMOKING CIGAR! But I switched into using vape. It’s never that easy to quit like a cold turkey, especially when the nicotine impulse kicked in. I have this tendency to go mad and very short-tempered. I’ve tried many attempts and the longest was a month but eventually went back after getting influenced by friends and least, the kind of working environment I was into. I don’t know yet what are the implications of vape since there’s no scientific proofs about its pros and cons but one thing for sure, it’s an expensive “hobby” (*EYES ROLLED*). What I have right now is the last juice and a failing coil. After that I’m gonna have to restock again but I’m planning to quit vaping as well. Though it’s not that dangerous than smoking cigar but it also have nicotine in it. Luckily for me I found several guides on how to completely drain out nicotine in the body, guess I’m gonna give it a go.
Responsibility
I’m now the President of the Supreme Student Council in my school and I’m pretty sure it’s because I’m one of the oldest students that they thought I can take the responsibilities like I’m a father to them all. WTF?! I don’t know why I ended up becoming the President like it happened so fast I lost track of the definition and the purpose of my life. But anyway, it’s there. I’m just scared I can’t fully take the obligations lay before me. I’m a busy man (*SARCASTIC SIGH*). Need to maintain the chill.
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