Oh it’s been a long time since my last post and it really disappoint me not having at least a little time for my blog. Surely after I enrolled back to school life could’ve never been this busy. I mean, unlike before that I’m just a regular student that goes to school every day and attend every class, do every assignments, and give my best to get a passing grade from all of my subjects. But now that I’m a working student—a self-supporting student I couldn’t even remember shaving my pubic hair.
Of course it’s gonna be harder than before but then it's my decision to engage into this kind of life’s little taste of obligation. Nevertheless, I do believe that I’m tough when it comes to this situation and therefore if it worked for me this way, then there’s a BIG chance that I’ll have a sneak peek of my future at the end.
I remember one day when a foreigner asked me “what would you like to be when you grow up?” MAYGHAD! It’s a like a million peso question that I was speechless, maybe because I have to respond in English or I’m being too realistic that I can’t think of something that in the end all will fail just because I invested too much hope and trust (like what I did to ex). Later when he figured that I’m still in doubt he then tap my head and said “awww, you’re still young” and the mini heart attack went away. But that was a long time ago, if I were asked the same question I'd probably say "I wanna be Batman" so I could answer to everyone's call when in doubt (bahala na si Batman).
Speaking of my “what would you like to be when you grow up” I’ve actually decided it after high school. It just came suddenly after I found myself reading several science books. They’re not actually intended for reading (and I’m not really a fan of reading) since my sister put it on display in the living room after she bought it on a book sale, they’re very old books that the oldest of them all was published during the 1840’s. The covers are hard like a chopping board and every page are so delicate that if you flip it carelessly it would either torn apart or cut your finger, then there comes that smell, that oddly-satisfying smell. There I discovered Science and what it has to do with our daily lives. I began to understand what is that, what is this, why, how, when, where. It’s like I’m addicted to it, like I want to learn more and those books are not enough. Then I decided when I grow up I want to become an astronaut! It's not available in the Philippines but maybe my parents can afford to enroll me abroad. When I found out the cost of the tuition fee alone, a skyrocketing amount of dollars, all I did was sat on the corner and tried not to cry.
Right now, I’m on the last year of my college (I presume, but that’s another story to tell) and I’m very hopeful that finally I’ll march on the stage wearing a toga receiving my diploma and saying “cheese” on the camera. Then my parents will cry as I see them on the crowd and I’ll cry as well, there will be hugging, relatives saying “congratulation!” on Facebook, then we’ll have a party! HAHAHA!
Anyways, I'm feeling really sad if I can't be around too often and my draft box are getting full of unfinished entry (NOOOOOOOOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAY). Well, vacation is fast approaching! By then I hope I can catch up with my blog, maybe I'll try to finish some drafts then prepare some scheduled posts. For now, although I'm in between two masters: work and study, there's nothing to worry about, you know, eve Hitler can dance...
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| Credits to GIPHY |
Glad to hear from you again :) Sulat lang kapag may pagkakataon!
ReplyDeleteHi! Uu nga eh, muntik ko na naman ulit makalimutan mag blog. Pero I'll try my best to back into the blogsphere. Salamat nga pala sa pagdaan :)
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