Dear Blog;
How are you? It’s been almost half a year since my last update. Well, life is kinda busy now – YES! I know my excuses are not valid it’s just I’m losing interest in expressing my thoughts by writing. You know what I’ve been through and you also know whenever I write something there has to be an inspiration. To tell you the truth while I’m doing this I’m having a second thought if I publish this online or just junk it off on my folder. Whatever it may be.
Through writing I can express my feelings, opinions, ideas etc. This is where I found my self, it’s like the most comforting zone I could ever have. I’ve been making journals since then way back elementary except that they are all written on a notebook not until I met you on college, but whenever you are inaccessible and when there’s something I want to read for my self in the future I’ll just take a piece of paper and pen and TADA! Instant journals.
Sadly I often lost some of them and when somebody else pick it up with lots of writings in it they always thought it’s a love letter without even reading that piece of crap. So I decided why not use other characters to make it more confidential, classified, and exclusive for me and for those who knows how to read feelings. Then I saw this 10cm thick encyclopedic dictionary displayed on our living area, I took it and have it a look and guess what I saw? Early Greek and early Hebrew characters! Subsequently, not all alphabets has an equal character of early Greek and early Hebrew so I determined to use both. Then I started writing with my newly discovered way of writing. At first I’ve memorized all of the characters, but when I’m done and took a preview, damn it! I couldn’t even understand what I wrote, so I quit.
What makes me lose of interest in writing by the way? Like what I’ve said I’m still making journals on a piece of paper which I often lost and when somebody else picks it up bla bla bla…
My first reason why I suddenly stop updating you is that the company of my previous IP cuts off my connection and right now we’re just using prepaid broadband.
Second reason, I was on a long vacation.
Third reason, I’m hunting for book sales and started reading books again.
Fourth reason, I’m helping on my mom’s business.
My first reason why I suddenly stop updating you is that the company of my previous IP cuts off my connection and right now we’re just using prepaid broadband.
Second reason, I was on a long vacation.
Third reason, I’m hunting for book sales and started reading books again.
Fourth reason, I’m helping on my mom’s business.
Fifth reason, my father would send me to the province anytime to manage family business.
Sixth reason, my younger brother and my nephew would ask my help to do their assignments and computer related projects.
Seventh reason, I’ve been practicing how to dance jazz-hiphop with the help of YouTube (iDejance was so great!).
Eighteenth reason, I’m a broken hearted and my ex is bugging me!1!!1oneone!!1
But you see? At last I made a post for you for the first time of this year 2012 (assuming that this would be published online).
But you see? At last I made a post for you for the first time of this year 2012 (assuming that this would be published online).
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