My Fading Dream

When I graduated in high school it took me 3 years before my parents decided to enroll me in college because that time they had to focus on my sister that was still studying nursing degree. I understand the situation coz were not that wealthy family and perhaps I also like it coz I think I must consider a break after a long years of study, just to think of it that I spent early years of my life going into school doing stressful stuff and I also observed that some of those fresh graduates who went to college right away would have spend at least 1 semester of doing stupidity like they were not serious yet, others may ended up changing the course they took so I think 1 year break would give them realizations and time to think what course they will get. Going back to my own story, so after 3 years after my sister had successfully finished her study (Thanks GOD!) my parents now gave their attention to me, they let me find a school to where I want to study and what course will I take. I went alone to downtown searching for schools then I ended up to the University of the Immaculate Conception where I was studying before since I’m out of school at the moment, there I took up a bachelor’s degree of information technology not because it’s the new demand but because it’s about computers where I think I can apply my knowledge about it. As what I mentioned earlier that I’m out of school at the moment it’s not the first time that it happened to me, though I’m the only one who’s studying college and my younger brother was still in elementary there are still time that financial problems occur. Still, they can finance to continue my study however I gave way to solve the problem first, yes I might be a fool for doing so but it made me feel sad when I see them suffering the burden and sometimes cause them to badly argue. For the mean time that I was out of school, my father send me to my mom’s province, in charged of looking after the fishpond and our land and I had so much fun in that place that I’m starting to lovin’ it and I’ve learned a lot things in life. Anyway, before March I came back to Davao to get ready for the next enrollment, that time I knew I would be an irregular student coz I was suppose to enroll back on the second semester since I stopped first semester the previous academic year. I have advance subjects and it’s sad to know that there are subjects that I can’t enroll because of its pre-requisite so it’s like time has been wasted and so as the money. I finished the first semester then it seems like my father had other plans which may affect my study, he needed to get his owner typed jeep to get fix for it was being left defective for a couple of months and that he needed it so much especially that his job were in far places. So I ended up with no choice and stopped my study once again and since I’m not that sooooooooo close to my father asking him a favor would likely to be very hard task for me (LOLZ!). I’m so different with my father; he’s a straight, brave, skillful, persevering man and I’m just a lazy son of his but that’s another issue I guess (I know right?!), now that the month of June is fast approaching yet I haven’t heard their decision if they still want me to continue my study or not, but if ever this time they won’t I think I’m gonna have to find a job and forget about my study, there are a lot of people that I know who has been successful in their lives though they didn’t take up college education and a good example of them is my father that is now a General Foreman in a construction company. Well, I’ll just continue to pray to God that He may give us good health and a happy living and that He’s plan for me might be successfully fulfill. Amen. Thanks for reading bloghopper!