I’m no expert when it comes to the intimate relationship since this is my second and I hope this will be the last, no – this will be the last. We are now approaching on the 2nd year of this not-so-secret but exclusively private relationship. I wouldn’t say it’s easy since there are only selected individuals who knew about us wherein both our family don’t belong. I wouldn’t say it’s easy since I cannot run into someone who knew me very well and ask for an advice if ever we have conflicts. I wouldn’t say it’s easy that every time we go out together it’s as if we’re just strangers following each other. But although it’s not easy I remained to be faithful and in love with my partner and will always be.

At first, I thought it won’t last because I am used to be very showy of my affection and it appears that my efforts were all gone to waste only to realize that there are better things than what I thought to be the best. I was confused and frustrated on what I get myself into, I don’t understand why my partner doesn’t seem to give interest to what I do for us until I reached to the point that I felt like I’m a beggar who begged for love. But it was late for me to realize that this is actually to build a strong foundation for both of us. To stray away from the common appearance of relationship. It was like a challenge for me and the only motivation that I have is to remain in love.

Love is truly moving in mysterious ways, ours may not be somewhat ideal for many but I know for sure I was loved and being love.